song of my life...

The best song that would probably describe my life is “I’m with you” by Avril Lavigne. I have two reasons why: first, it was the first song that entered my mind and secondly, it’s a nice song. Go through its words and my interpretation would be this:
“You” is referred to as God. Even though I’m not that close to Him, I know he’s always with me no matter what. May it be during times I need Him and even times I don’t. He watches over me every time. Especially when I’m lost and I don’t know what to do or which way to go. He’d be there to guide me to the right direction. So whenever I feel so lost, I know He’s with me…

wrong!!!

Did I say that I like Arts the most? Well, I take it back. I don't enjoy Arts anymore. I suck at drawing, I suck at copying, I can't mix nice colors and I am so not creative. I totally suck at Arts, I admit it. I'm not saying these to offend anyone in any way. I just like expressing myself! As of now, I think I like Math: both Algebra and Geometry.

WEAK...

I would say that my greatest weakness for now is cramming. I also don't like failing my exams by 1-5 points, but cramming is a weakness. I see it as drugs: not addictive but something you can't stop doing. I know for a fact that cramming does me no good. Still, I do it. Not that I enjoy doing it, I just can't stop doing it. I once promised my self not to do it ever again for it may ruin my life. And I didn't listen to myself. I tend to enjoy first before I worry. That's me, enjoy now, study later! I should stop promising myself things I can't fulfill. TV, computer, phone, gameboy, playstation and bed keeps me away from school works. They're like devils calling out "Hey you, come here! School works are for dummies. They suck and I don't. So come here." And they are actually good at that! It's so hard to control myself. I still find cramming as drugs...

part of your world...

If I were a fairytale character, I would definitely be Ariel of "The Little Mermaid".
One of my wishes is to spend one day underwater. I don't know why but I have an interest of fishes, although I know not much about them and that I'm scared of a lot of aquatic animals. I've seen National Geographic show the beauty of the ocean; the coralreefs, schools of fish, sharks and sometimes whales! Seeing these things makes me want to dive-in in the ocean! Another reason for making up such a wish is because I want to be away from all the problems on land, although I know I can't run away from my problems. All I want is to forget them for a while. I want to be worry-free just for one day. I am not sure that being in the ocean 24 hours would be safe, that is something to worry about. Nevertheless, I still wish to spend a day underwater.

most memorable childhood experience...

My most memorable childhood experience would be my 7th birthday. Since I was a girl and I was seven, my party's theme was "Barbie". It was a hat party, so everyone was given hats. Although the hat I was wearing bothered me, I can't take it off, because if I did, it wouldn't be a hat party. Along with my hat, I was wearing a purple (and itchy...) dress and a flat pink shoes. My mom had the dress sewn and I don't know how much it cost her. It was a casual party and they were all in jeans and shirt, while I was in an itchy, formal dress. A lot of people attended: my friends were there, my cousins, my uncles and aunties, and even people I don't know! We played a lot of games, but I didn't participate in all of them because most of the games were about me! The best thing about my party was the cake. My doll was on the cake, literally! Her dress was made of icing, and I can't remember if we ate her dress or not. It was unforgettable because I was with my friends and we were all having a blast! Everything was great: the food, the people, the gifts, the cake, EVERYTHING! I really thank my parents for this day, they really made me so happy. During this day, I already knew that it would be a day I'll never forget...

what is true happiness???

Prepare to sleep, I have a boring lecture to tell you... :D

I have two meanings for true happiness. One is, when you're happy not because of a material thing, but because of something else. We all live in a material-world, and we get easily tempted to buy things. When you have them, that's all you think about. An example would be, "hi-tech" stuffs. You must admit, technology makes most of the kids nowadays happy: computers, cellphones, mp3's, iPod's, gameboys, PSP's, tv's, playstations, x-boxes and all those "hi-tech" stuffs. For short, the more kids spend time on their "hi-tech" stuffs, the less time they spend with their families, causing internal bleeding to their parents' hearts [:(]. It is really sad to know that fact. I'm not saying that you should avoid playing with "hi-tech" stuffs. All I'm saying is some people spend TOO MUCH time on "hi-tech" stuffs than with their parents. I would suggest that they have time for their families, the same time they spend with their "hi-tech" stuffs...

Another reason is, when you're happy because your loved ones are happy. Doesn't it make you happy when your mom is happy? your dad? your siblings? your best friends? your crush? If it does, then you've found true happiness...

NOTE: You may not agree with everything that I type in my blog... I just type what I think about a certain topic. :D

What do I wanna do???

Hmmm, what do I wanna do in life? There's so much to do, but so little time. Although there's this one thing that I REALLY want to do... It's to go out with my friends (don't want to name them...) with a BIG amount of money (i won't give a number...) and spend every peso of it! I was planning to do this on August 18 to celebrate my birthday, but something came up. So, it's canceled (not postponed...). It's really sad because I was really looking forward to that day. You know, watch movies, eat, shop a little, and spend most of our time and money in arcades and computer shops. Too bad it won't be happening. I wish it would, even without any occasion. I really wanted to do this because I wanted to experience a day without anyone watching over me. I wanted to challenge myself on being independent, although it would be more of having fun than challenging myself. :D
I know that this dream of mine may be too expensive, so I have a plan B: to go to EK (ride-all-you-can) with my friends and have the time of our lives! Maybe this one's more expensive... Whatever, either will do as long as my friends and I are having fun...